depressed . .

yeah . . i feel so depressed . .
like want to cry . .
at recess time , teacher call . natrah , come . why your physics score is so bad ?
urghh . . sir , i have try my best la . .
it just . . urghh . . i;m blank when answer the paper .

yes , i know it my wrong . i didnt study well . but i have try ..i not easily mark at the wrong answer . .

i dont know . . it has no chemistry with me even i have push my best to make chemistry with it . . the prob is . . i'm not understand it . and i dont know how to solve it . but i still will try my best to get a better mark than before . it just a lesson for me . and i will try it . . physic . i will try to fall in love with you . i will try and i hope i can . aminnn . . but how can i fall in love with you if i dont understand it ? urghh . . it is very difficult to understand physics ? why ? urghh . . like a teacher say . when you want to answer the question , you have to understand the question . like when you watch a story . . when you watch it , you always feel agry , happy or mad . it mean you understand the story . you know the meaning of the story , like when you study . if you understand it , you can easily answer the question . when u're understand , you will confident to answer it . yeah . . but why i dont have this feel when answer it ? urghh . . plis give me a chance . . i will try my best . . mohd darbi , plis give me your tips to study physics . your sis is in terrible . . :(

*tenangkan fikiran ngan lagu nie . .

You are a soldier
Light up the night
We are the soldiers
We'll stand and fight
At the end of the day
Forever we pray
For the legend (the legend)

And singing life is all that we need
But the lies is all that we see
Raise your hands high up in the sky
Missing secrets you will find
In your heart (3x)

And singing life is all that we need
But the lies is all that we see
Raise your hands high up in the sky
Missing secrets you will find

And singing life is all that we need
But the lies is all that we see
Raise your hands high up in the sky
Missing secrets you will find
In your heart (Its in your heart)


*english xtaw btol tak .